ILY

A love so real

And a love so true

A heart that holds one person

And that person is you.

This is the love I have for you

No amount of trials in this world will ever be enough. To let someone like you go from my grasp. No amount of sacrifice would ever make me leave my dream. My dream is you. And that I shall chase. The one true joy for me in this life, is to spend all of my days with you. There is no better way. There is no other way.

Feelings of stress and uneasiness, creep up at the most unwanted times. But should you feel the world is unstable, I am here for you. Never against you. Never ahead. Never behind. Always with you.

You are my world. You are my life. I need not look far to find my paradise. For my paradise is you. Take a look into my heart and I am sure that you will see, the amount of happiness and joy that you bring to me.

Spending my nights here all alone, thinking of the day I will be able to walk by your side.

I will be honest with you. I dont dream of the day I walk by your side. I dont dream of the day I fall asleep and wake up by your side. I live for that. I chase for that. It is what I want and is what I need.

You are the key to my happiness. It was never money. Never things. looking back at my life before I met you, I come to realize that I had just about everything I needed to be happy. A family. A home.

Just as I thought I was traipsing through this lifetime of mine, I met you. You were the missing piece to my eternal happiness. It is indeed you who heaven has created for me. It was with you that I felt alive. I felt a purpose.

Yes, I serve a purpose for my family. for god. But for me? I always thought I never amounted to much. But the reflection in your eyes show me my worth. I hope I am able to do the same for you.

One day. And soon, I will make you proud. I will finish what needs to be finished. I will do what needs to be done. My life is yours to keep. My heart beats next to yours. Laugh at me for being cheesy. Laugh at me for being true. I cannot hide my feelings from you.

Should I choose to hide my love, my laughter and happiness that you bring out. Only then would I have lost the purpose of this life. I live my life for myself.I live my life for you. I'm not the richest man. Nor the smartest.

In due time I will provide what is needed to survive on this land. I do not wish to live forever with you. I wish to create something that will. What I offer to you is my heart. Is my love. is my life.

In your arms I feel safe. In my arms I shall keep you forever. I will not let you go. I cannot let you go. You are indeed the happiness in my love.

I love you Bernice. With all of my heart I do. I hope that even with all the uneasiness coming to us, I hope you feel it to.

As I write this you may be fast asleep. you may be dreaming about me. I want you to know that even in my dream it is you I long for. it is you I need. I miss you and I love you. Always and forever.I hope tomorrow your fears will be left behind. Take my hand and I wont lead you astray. I'll take you into my heart and keep you guarded with my life. I am yours. I love you.